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i wanna make a confession. thanks for everything you've done for me. you mean a lot to me. i mean A LOT! i told you, you're the reason that i'm breathing. it might sound a bit too much to you but i think its pretty true. now i'm super ugly and you still love me. that i wanted to confess to you earlier but i didn't. i'm really sorry. anyway, i'm relief when you said that. many things you told me. i might not remember it all the time but i appriciate it a lot. elephant glue? it wont exactly work forever. but i wont stop loving you, i actually need guts to post this. you know what? i wish to write everything down whatever we've gone thru so far even it cost me money or time. 10 months time flew away just in a blink of an eye. pretty fast! not everyday i can look into your eyes, its not easy to oversome that feeling. when i'm down, you comfort me. you make me feel much much much better! you're unlike any other. my heart is yours and your heart is mine. that means dont give back my heart to me. its fragile. yeah i admit i superbly fast into jealousy feelings. i am trying to change that habit. just gimme some time. sometimes i'm too carried away with certain stuff and you tolerate by talking bout it too. hmph. i guess if i continue blogging bout this people will think i'm ridiculous. so byebyee.