this is what i feel.

after running 2 rounds and jogging 6 rounds and 34 shoots of basketball and 55 pumps at butterfly park just now, i had an incredible feeling. yes i cried while running. i dont know why! and now still sweating ang blogging i feel so stressed. its like i have an incomplete mission. i just dont know what. i never feel satisfy! its kinda hard to hide my little feelings. i dont want my babes to think that i'm not okay. this is the truth. i cant really sleep at night thinking of NOTHING. absolutely nothing. just watching DVDs and staring at the screen. but now i realise i have loads to think! i've wasted so much of time. too much! sighs. everything went upsidedown. i didnt know this will end so soon even i've known it will happen. its like you buy 4D. takkan the next day win dy. of course you will pray to win but not that soon right it will happen. thats how i feel. now i know whats the use of my cell phone, it used to stick on my palm every single day. spending the whole day texting him. now? i dont even care of my phone anymore cause i know nothing's gonna suprise me! if that suprise happen also it must be one crap company texted me that i won a house in England. for sure my phone bill decrease. i wont wanna wear watches anymore. it reminds me of his. i dont want! dont worry, i'll return it. i dont know what to do to that shirt, that keychain and that card. i wanna throw them all away. but i just couldn't. this will be the last time i'm talking bout this. i dont wanna be darn emo anymore. its not me. i'm crazy! till people call me sampat po and siao po. even there's a white spot on miss lim's forehead i will be laughing like mad! i try to laugh as much as possible everyday.

It's too late baby, there's no turning around

I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud

This is how I do

When I think about you

I never thought that you could break me apart

I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart

You want to get inside

Then you can get in line

But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard

Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a heroin and you are my hero

I won't try to philosophize

I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes

This is how I feel

And it's so surreal

I got a closet filled up to the brim

With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons

And I don't know why

You'd even try

But I won't lie

You caught me off guard

Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a heroine and you are my hero

Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on

Never felt so good to be so wrong

Had my heart on lockdown

And then you turned me around

I'm feeling like a new born child

Every time I get a chance to see you smile

It's not complicated

I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard

Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a heroine and you are my hero

Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on

Never felt so good to be so wrong

Had my heart on lockdown

And then you turned me around

I'm feeling like a new born child

Every time I get a chance to see you smile

It's not complicated

I was so jaded

And I feel a weakness coming on

Never felt so good to be so wrong

Had my heart on lockdown

And then you turned me around

I'm feeling like a new born child

Every time I get a chance to see you smile

It's not complicated

I was so jaded!!